Great Weekend

May 26, 2009 at 1:08 am (AZ, Memories, My Travels, Relationships, The House)

We all had a great time at King’s Island. We rode Firehawk at night, which is the one that you lay down on and it flips you upside down and around and you feel like you’re flying. It was AWESOME!

Cam said he liked Vortex the best, and Nate liked Diamondback. Rosie cracked me up all day long, Collective Soul sounded great, the lines weren’t too long, we got soaked on White Water Canyon, and a nice sunburn. I thought I had dislocated my shoulder on Son of Beast but it stayed in place. I slept most of the day, including during a huge thunderstorm. I had a small lake in my hallway from the damaged shingle on my roof, but otherwise, it was a great weekend.

I did text with Lex in between all of that. He’s not doing so well today. I know him well enough that I expect this to continue for a while. Even though we’re only supposed to be “friends with benefits,” I wonder if he’s even ready for that. Hell, its a great thought, don’t get me wrong.

But, even great thoughts are not ideal thoughts. Lex is a lot like me. Even though the desire to have sex is there, its a desire to have sex with one particular person, not just anyone. Not saying that I’m “just anyone,” just admitting that I’m not “that particular person.” I fall somewhere in the middle. Actually, so does he.

I know that ache. Its the worst sort of paradox that the one who you normally go to for comfort is the one causing the pain and you have no where to turn. He didn’t know how right he was when he said that I would understand what he was going through.

He meant that by what we had gone through with AZ long ago with a crazy chick (chronicled in The Fourteen Years War posts), but as he doesn’t know, but all of you do, I understand more of where he is just from what happened with AZ.  Something he doesn’t know and doesn’t need to know.

Hell, I don’t even want to know.

Maybe if Lex figures it out he’ll let me know.

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6 Comments

  1. eviltwinswife said,

    I didn’t know you were going to KI this weekend. I was going to call you on Saturday, but figured you’d be working. Guess you were out of town instead, huh? 🙂

  2. Vince said,

    That shit can be so complicated. I hope you guys figure it out.

    King’s Island sounds like a lot of fun. The boys keep pestering me to take them to an amusement park so we might just have to this summer.

  3. Beth said,

    Oh yeah, I know that ache all too well. But I’m glad you had a great weekend! I think I’m too old for thrill rides….unless you call getting in the car with my big sister when she’s road raging a thrill ride….

  4. Seamus said,

    The Firehawk ride sounds awesome! 🙂

    Hope you find some resolution re: FWB.

  5. noonie said,

    Firehawk sounds just like Air at Alton Towers…. it took me a whole day to recover from it, I have never felt so sick.

    Shudder……

    PS Amy loved the “gig” she was raving about it for hours last night… even after we crawled off to bed.

  6. Tammie said,

    It’s great that you can get away. I’ve been so busy I’m just now going through and catching up on a week’s worth of blogs.

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