Tingles

April 2, 2007 at 10:47 pm (Crazy Shit)

I hadn’t seen you in what felt like forever. I heard your ring tone and saw the red light announcing it was you. We agreed to meet later and when we did, you shadowed me. When I stood with my back to you, a mere inch away, talking on the phone, you played with my hair.

I felt your breath on my neck and the voice on the other end of the phone became very distant. Time stood still as your lips grazed the crest of my shoulder and the side of my neck without ever touching me.

Breathless.

Powerless.

Floating.

I love it and I hate it.

I want it and I scorn it.

Pain, without love
Pain, I can’t get enough
Pain, I like it rough
‘Cause I’d rather feel pain than nothing at all

You’re sick of feeling numb
You’re not the only one
I’ll take you by the hand
And I’ll show you a world that you can understand
This life is filled with hurt
When happiness doesn’t work
Trust me and take my hand
When the lights go out you will understand

Pain, without love
Pain, I can’t get enough
Pain, I like it rough
‘Cause I’d rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain, without love
Pain, I can’t get enough
Pain, I like it rough
‘Cause I’d rather feel pain than nothing at all

Anger and agony
Are better than misery
Trust me I’ve got a plan
When the lights go off you will understand

Pain, without love
Pain, I can’t get enough
Pain, I like it rough
‘Cause I’d rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain, without love
Pain, I can’t get enough
Pain, I like it rough
‘Cause I’d rather feel pain than nothing
Rather feel pain

I know (I know I know I know I know)
That you’re wounded
You know (You know you know you know you know)
That I’m here to save you
You know (You know you know you know you know)
I’m always here for you
I know (I know I know I know I know)
That you’ll thank me later

Pain, without love
Pain, can’t get enough
Pain, I like it rough
‘Cause I’d rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain, without love
Pain, I can’t get enough
Pain, I like it rough
‘Cause I’d rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain, without love
Pain, I can’t get enough
Pain, I like it rough
‘Cause I’d rather feel pain than nothing at all
Rather feel pain than nothing at all
Rather feel pain

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8 Comments

  1. Vince said,

    That’s some powerful stuff.

    I wish it didn’t need to be that way for you. Is there anything that can be done, or is this just one of those things that just is?

  2. Aimee said,

    You saw AZ again?

  3. cybele said,

    Booooolsheeeet. Throw that man back in the lake where he belongs.

    You deserve better. And until you begin to treat yourself as if you deserve better, you won’t get it.

    Comply.

    (I love you.)

  4. Inanna said,

    It just is, Vince.

    No Aims, he makes me feel completely different.

    Cyb, I love you too and I feel your third eye on me. 🙂

  5. J. said,

    did you mean “forbidden tingles”?

  6. Inanna said,

    J., touching is forbidden, tingles are free.

  7. LisaBinDaCity said,

    My lip is firmly zipped 😉

  8. Beth said,

    I’d rather feel no pain, thank you. 🙂

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